IT'S NOT YOU, IT'S ME
The dating scene was tough for me. This was prior to the existence of e-harmony providing the ability to pre-qualify and swipe right to find a perfect match.
No matter what I did or how hard I tried, I could never get a relationship to work. Everyone I got involved with would soon drive me crazy. Just as frequently, I would drive them crazy. They would vanish, leaving me sniveling, broken hearted, confused, hopeless.
Looking back on those years, a universal spiritual truth was trying to reveal itself to me: We attract what we are.
It was difficult to admit, but in time I realized that each failed relationship was reflecting an aspect of myself that I did not want to see. Each man I dated was showing me something I was suppressing, avoiding, in denial of. The crazier they drove me, the bigger the mirror being presented.
No matter how much I whined and protested, mirrors never lie: I was attracting what I was.
To add fuel to the fire, I was exposed to the concept of soul mates. Although I was not sure how I would identify him, I began a quest to discover this enigmatic man who would somehow change my life.
Then, he arrived. Every part of me knew he was The One.
Problem was, I chose to ignore a loud inner voice advising that I was not supposed to be with this man romantically. Try as I might, our connection would not work.
I had the romanticized notion that soul mates are supposed to walk arm-in-arm off into the sunset, music fading, credits rolling. Instead, I learned that these other-halves are often magnification mirrors, helping us evolve by using the toughest of tough love.
This man illuminated my lack of self-esteem. He revealed how difficult it was for me to be authentic. He exposed my deepest fears, my disowned shadowed parts. He was an accurate reflection of the toxic relationship I had with myself. I had no idea who I truly was yet expected him to love me.
This soul mate pursuit was a futile attempt to fill in what I believed was missing pieces. I needed him to be the yin to my yang.
What I really needed was to reclaim my denied parts, stop being at war with myself and be the yin to my own yang.
Together, we went on a winding, tortuous journey of awakening. What unfolded was self-acceptance, an opening to know I deserved real love.
Then, the universe provided someone who reflected my wholeness, not my darkness.
By belonging to myself I could be with someone equally committed to our relationship. No longer running from my shadows, I could stand in the light of acceptance.
This process took as long as I needed it to.
And, I would not have been ready to be with my husband a moment sooner.
I thank the universe every day for knowing how to deliver backhanded, uncomfortable, wake-up mirrors. All so I could receive who I truly deserve without needing to swipe right.
Royce Morales is a renowned spiritual trailblazer who has been teaching her innovative approach to inner transformation for decades. She developed Perfect Life Awakening, a spiritually-based program that takes you from triggered to empowered!
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